i wish i could lock my blog. sigh.

lately its just been one horrid day after another. haha okay, actually the day was fine. im just randomly emoing/ pmsing for no reason. sucks ttm.

have you ever done something so horrible to another that you wish that someone would just run up to you with a knife and stab you in the heart?

the feeling sucks.

your actions just haunt you; be it everytime you see the person, or everytime the person's mentioned.

the feeling sucks.

you honestly cant do anything about it. you cant run for long. you cant hide. you cant cry.

this feeling sucks.

it just hurts knowing you hurt the person more.

when you dont deserve forgiveness, and you cant seem to look the other person in the eye anymore.

math lecture test tmr, and i have completely no mood to study. AT ALL.

must settle new balance stuff asap. need to dig out some random time to go down.